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Night in the city full of lights, on the 12th floor of a cramped built hotel. He came, we smiled at the fact that its been so long. He attempted as he always did, to get what he came for, except no condom. I said, it's cool we aren't going to do it anyway. He stood there with that look in his eyes, like, yea right, I looked back like nicca please. He went in for a kiss, I moved away, then he grabbed m and kissed me anyway and we kissed and wrestled till we ended up on the floor. He stopped, we caught eyes and he took in a long breath an said " I'll be right back" I replied "I'm coming" but couldn't find my shoes, so he left. I walked around the room trying not to miss his touch, I laid down, nothing helped. A few minutes had passed and i started to think what if he didn't come back, what if I said something that hurt him or what if, what if. Started looking for my shoes again and this time I found them. I headed out for the elevator and pressed the button. I was determined to find him in the big city. As the elevator door opened, there he was, both of us shocked. He asked "where were you going?" I replied" To look for you, thought you might have gotten lost. you are drunk." He looked at me and said "I got the condoms" I replied "I don't know why, we aren't doing it." and there was that look again. We caught eye's and smiled.